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The Feeling That Haunted Me

by Brokenthread

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1.
Winners 00:59
So here I am, I don't deserve to feel, I’m lost between beaten paths, ’cause I am different than the accepted. Life is not a never ending fight for me that I can't overcome. As I grow older I see how everything is coming together. I learnt from myself how to get out from despair and how to get back my self-confidence. And after all, I'll never be again a father’s secondary plan. „Every day that I wake I keep making the same mistakes”. Day after day, It's almost become a fucking year. But I’ve got some friends, who will take me out of here.
2.
The time elapsed above my head and after all that I have is less than I had. If I can't rest my head, I can't see the brighter side of life, but if I rest my head, I'll be so blind to see what is hiding in tomorrow and how uncertain everything is but I'll try to break a way for my future.You can see these scars on my hands, on my face. This is my reason why I can’t smile every time, when I get a little chance for better. Opportunities always abandon me. I fucking hate myself, when I think I've got nothing to lose. My youthful spirit is fading. If you don't hide your weakness, they’ll take away your happiness, but just after they took your principles. And after all, you're welcome to your new home, where you need the new inspirations for the better, for the future. Where you need to prepare for the unexpected, where we know our youth is wasting, but we're living with no care.
3.
Stand 01:15
I just wanna be the first, I just wanna be on the side of those that we call winners. You can tell me „you need to change your vision about the world”. And I am against myself again, just like always. But I’m trying to break this cycle, I'm trying to stand for myself. Now the decay is gone…but I know, one day this will come back to my home. So will you stay by my side and will you help me, when I start drowning with my fears, or leave me alone?.
4.
Alone 02:14
This is the last time I fall down and get back up, when I want to recall my old moments, memories, but the pain's coming through of these. I left my old habits for the better (maybe for better). Sometimes the actions disappear and words do stay still, sometimes the words are few and actions will be true. I know I won’t accept the circle what they live in, but I never said I wanted this. I swear I’m the one, who tried, who failed, who stood confused.There was a time when I felt remorse for those, who had a part of my life, but they turned away from everything that we loved. So I just turn away from them. There's no more dreamcathcer above my head that I thought that saves me from dissapointment. The feeling that haunted me is like a noose around everybody's neck, but sorry I won't accept. I've just seen some faded dreams, and I know what I am doing with my life, and this'll be my moment that'll live forever.

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The second EP by Brokenthread (Budapest, Hungary).

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released February 7, 2016

Recorded, mixed, mastered:

Ghostship Recordings:
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Riversound Productions:
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Artwork credits:
Szabó Evelin
Bolgár Zsuzsanna
Bereznai Petra (Perovskia): www.facebook.com/perovskiamakeup/?fref=ts

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